got my head shots done today. took a lottaa photos and got my hair cut madd short then it used to be. went ot hte outback for dinner. yum. now just talkin to ppl online. trying to find a way to cut gym lol. its boring and retarded. we learned a bit of 5th movement yesterday. and i missed today rehersel cuz of head shots, so i have to pick up wht i missed. lets hope i get famous quick..

yup this day sorta sucked ass. failed my math test and science test. and i did all the hw and studyed really ahrd and everything. madd pissed about that. learned more of 4th movement today. i love vm though it makes me feel better. I hate it when everyone talks (not saying i dont) and then sum1 screams and it just sets the mood to like "bad" and everyones all bllaahhh after sum1 shouts. anyy wayss. i relized how pathetic my lfie is lol. i really want a gf to be honest. it sucks. i dont feel loved to tell the truth here lol. and THAT sucks. i figured out that one of my best friends is no longer one of my best friends. not sayin any names. we would share everything but now we barely even talk. shes busy with new friends and all and well...so am i now. so i could basicly say good bye to hanging w/ her. another life earased from mine b/c of highschool...joy.
now im wondering wtf im doing tonight. hoping sum1 will txt me about goin to dinner sum where cuz im madd hunryyy!!! hopefully i do something. I need a life...

Yeah so i just felt like making a livejournal now 'cuase I'm mad bored. I have no idea what to write in this lol. Its a journal so i guess I'll write like a journal. ummm. Today blew. My parents have threatned me over and over again about pulling me from VM (which is like the best). AND today my friggen s.s. teacher. UGHH! cant even begin. FIrst off I did my actual homework tuesday and brought it too class and everything but he never asked for it. so i handed it in the next day and he counted late!! wtf?! then throws us a pop quiz that i failed! THEN collects hw that never existed! THENNN!!!! calls my fukin house...
...seriously.
But i talked to my dad about it and it was cool. So it's all good. Right now im studying for the effin test tomorow....::::sigh:::::
In English we had to write about "Our reason for living" Like why we're alive. And it got me depressed cuz i dont know why lol. Then we wrote about the nicest thing we ever did for any one. And i couldnt think of anything which got me even more upset lol. Ohh well...this will blow by eventually...hopefully..